"Do I know my life is weird? It's all I've ever known. I don't see it as being weird....I'm kind of stuck in this place and I'm like, How do you deal? I just cope with it every day....It's better not to feel anything at all and have hope than to feel the other way....It's bad. I'm sad."

"[It was] a really bad time in my life. ... I'm not gonna sugarcoat it and say I was OK," she admitted. "Maybe I had traumatic stress. I just remember I did not want to be at home. When I was in my car, I was driving and I was going somewhere."

"It's weird. You can see the cruelest part of the world and then on the other side you see the most beautiful. ... But they're worth it. ... I've been to both places."

"Instead of following my heart and doing something that made me really happy, I just did it for the idea of everything."

"Sometimes you don't need to use words to go through what you need to go through. Sometimes it's an emotion you need to feel when you dance, that you need to touch. And the only thing that can touch it is when you move a certain way." 

"I choose to be a happy person. If I have a bad day, I get angry with myself."

Jag är inte känslokall, jag är bara rädd för att släppa människor för nära in på livet. Varför? Av den enkla anledningen att jag är så fruktansvärt rädd att förlora dem sedan. Jag inser också att man kan tillhöra den grupp av människor som andra inte ändrar uppfattning om och samtidigt som jag inte kan vara mer, eller någon annan, än precis den jag är. Om än tråkig? Jag hoppas innerligt att de människor som eventuellt fått en negativ bild och uppfattning av mig har förmågan att se mig i ett ljusare ljus.

(Om inte, så accepterar jag det).


God morgon. 17 dagar kvar.